Gathering Of Circles
2005
Updated 06/18/2005

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Vision Quest with Bear Heart

Friday 9:00 AM, May 20 thru Monday noon, May 23, 2005
Cloudcroft, New Mexico
There is never a charge for ceremony !!
(According to your life style, no one will be turned away for monetary reasons)

Bear Heart's web site: www.BearHeart.info 

Questor info   -    Supporter info   - Who is coming ?  Photos and comments 

This information is for the men and women who will be participating as questers and support persons for the Vision Quest that will take place in the mountains near Cloudcroft, New Mexico from Friday 9:00 AM, May 20 thru Monday, Noon, May 23, 2005.

The limit for the number of questers is 12. There will be a four door sweat before you go out, a sweat for the supporters during the quest, and a one door sweat for the questers upon their return.

About the Sponsor:   Marcelius Bear Heart Williams is a full-blooded Muskogee Creek Elder born in Oklahoma 87 years ago.  He is one of the few remaining traditionally trained Medicine Men and carries the Sacred Pipe in the Lakota and Cheyenne traditions.  His fields of study include Psychology, Cultural Anthropology, Sociology and Theology, majoring in Biblical Greek and Comparative Religion.  He received an Honorary Doctorate in Humanities from St. John’s University.  Bear Heart conducts Vision Quests, Sweat Lodges, Teepee Meetings and has a counseling and traditional healing practice.

Donation:  For questers the suggested donation per person is $250.  You may contribute more or less.  Each of you should listen to your own heart and consider your own financial circumstance as well as the work that Bear Heart performs for you while you are “on the hill.”  Men and women supporting the Quest but not actually fasting will participate in prayer and ceremony with Bear Heart and help maintain the vigil for the questers.  The suggested donation for these supporters is $150 per person. You may work out a payment plan with Bear Heart if desired. No one will be turned away for monetary reasons. All monies go directly to Bear Heart.

If you are planning to attend, please send a check for $50 made out to Bear Heart (to reserve your spot) along with some tobacco  to:
Bear Heart
PO Box 15281
Rio Rancho, NM 87174 

Also, please include a letter of intent for your vision or e-mail directly to Bear Heart at: 
 reginaws@yahoo.com   You may also negotiate a payment plan with Bear Heart at this address also.

Please e-mail Cliff Buchanan at Cliff@ISISoftware.net so that I can add you to the proper category of either Quester or Supporter. Remember we have a limit of 12 Questers. There is no limit on the number of Supporters.

The following is adapted from Bear Heart’s notes on Vision Questing

Why you might consider a Vision Quest:

If you feel that you are at a crossroads in your life or if you have questions about the intent and purpose for your life then you may benefit from a Vision Quest.  What is my life purpose?  What is my gift?  How can I manifest my special talents?  What are my special talents? What am I supposed to be bringing to the world to make it better?  These are some questions that a Vision Quest can help answer.

How to prepare:

Your Vision Quest begins once you have made a commitment to Quest.  It is suggested that you take some time each day to reflect on your purpose for questing.  You may keep a journal during this time to record any insights you may have.  Think about what you want in life: How can I best serve?  What is the path?  What role will I play?  What am I here to fulfill?  Have I felt it?  Have I sensed it?  If not, these are things to strive for.  This is the best preparation to make.

How to prepare physically:

  1. Continue with your regular exercise program.

  2.  Set aside regular periods for meditation and reflecting on the purpose of your Quest.

  3. Learn to eat lightly.  Eat until you are almost full and then leave the table.

  4.  The month before your Quest attempt to eliminate meat, dairy and all animal products from your diet.

  5.  Gradually over the month eliminate caffeine and tobacco.  This will decrease cravings and the side effects of caffeine and nicotine withdrawal during your Quest.

  6. The week before the Quest attempt to eliminate sugar and sweets from your diet.

Attempt to drink at least eight glasses of water daily as this will help remove toxins from your body.

What to bring:

  1. A prayer stick or power stick. (You may make this from a one or two-foot long stick with objects that have meaning to you.)

  2. A tobacco offering for Bear Heart.

  3. A tarp or small tent for inclement weather.

  4. Comfortable clothes for the Quest itself.  I suggest layered clothing with cold and rain protection because we will be in the mountains and the weather can be warm and mild or snowing raining and freezing even in May.

  5. A sleeping bag and ground pad.

  6. A blanket or pad to sit on.

  7. A note-pad and pen to record your visions and reflections.

  8. Two sets of sweat lodge clothing (gym shorts, bathing suit, towels, etc) for two Sweat Lodges, one at the beginning and end of the Quest.

  9. For the nights you aren’t actually “on the hill” fasting, you should bring camping gear with food and water.

  10. A Give-away item (This is an object, keepsake or possession of yours that may or may not have some intrinsic value that has some special meaning for you.  The idea is to give away this item and any attachments you may have with it in this ceremony.  This is done as a way to let go of the past and release any attachments to it.

  11. A food item to share in a light feast following the Quest.

Plan to arrive by 9 AM on Friday, May 20.  We will try to finish by noon on Monday, May 23, 2005.

Directions: Go to Cloudcroft, New Mexico (The nearest airport is in El Paso, TX, but some may prefer to fly to Albuquerque, NM and drive from there). Take Hwy 130 South out of Cloudcroft for 1.2 miles. Turn left at Sleepy Grass Campground or 0.7 miles. Turn right on 5661 for 3.9 miles. Turn left at 5661 marker, look for forked tree on left before turn. Then turn left again immediately (about 40 feet) and follow road. Signs will be posted.

Questers:
* Ted Bauer - Linden VA - 4winds1@earthlink.net  H (540) 635-6343  C (540) 974-1743
* Mike Kelley - Lubbock TX - mkelleyrun@yahoo.com (806) 765-0441
*  Linda Sobel - West Shokan NY - lindasobel@attglobal.net (845) 657-3341
*  Joyce Longenett - Abilene TX -  H (325) 518-6226
 * Charlie Crane - El Prado NM - charlie@polacrane.com H (505) 776-0117
* Robert Sabin - Spring Hill KS - janeabooth@earthlink.net H (913) 592-2688 C (816) 797-4947
* Cathy Tatom - Sweetwater TX - cjctatom@yahoo.com H (325) 235-5286 C (325) 236-5315
* June Davis - Buffalo Gap TX - juned521@earthlink.net   H (325) 691-1126 C (325) 829-3136
* Adam Bucko - Brooklyn NY - adam@reciprocityfoundation.org W (617) 504-8820
* Taz Tagore - Brooklyn NY - taz@reciprocityfoundation.org W (617) 504-8820
* Roy Johnson - Sante Fe TX - rjohnson2083@houston.rr.com H (409) 925-6956
* Todd Dixon - Albuquerque NM - tigerdixon@msn.com (505) 823-6614
* Bob Fenger - Joshua Tree CA - bob@pianobob.com H (760) 366-0557

* indicates Quester has been confirmed by Bear Heart

 

Supporters:
Mike Andrews - Arroyo Seco NM 7laughs@newmex.com H (505) 776-0001 - C (505) 770-4321
Cliff Buchanan - Odessa TX - Cliff@isisoftware.net (432) 550-3302
Regina WaterSpirit - Albuquerque NM - reginaws@yahoo.com H (505) 891-1339 - C (505) 620-4507
Shawna Mitchell - Abilene TX - sierras33@aol.com C (325) 668-2563
Nate Scarritt - Olsburg KS - (785) 468-3531

 

 

Bear Heart
Bear Heart is a Muskogee Creek Indian. He is a medicine man and respected elder of his tribe. Bear Heart lives in Albuquerque and is a roadman of the Native American Church. He is in great demand as a public speaker and has made numerous television and radio appearances. He was the keynote speaker in 1999 at the Spirituality and Wellness Conference in Phoenix, Arizona. Bear Heart shares a lifetime of training that includes ceremonies conducted in the sweat lodge and the Native American Church, chanting, and smoking the sacred pipe to teach us how to walk the Spirit Road. Bear Heart wrote: The Wind Is My Mother: The Life and Teachings of a Native American Shaman. Author: Bear Heart with Molly Larkin.


QUESTING AT THE VISION QUEST

Comments from Cliff and Mike:
You will go out around Friday noon and select your spot in the forest. Make a circle in the earth of your perimeter and stay inside your circle until you have your vision or until Monday around noon or until you decide its time to come back. There will be a sweat before you go out and again when you return. The supporters will be awake all the time you are out and take turns "keeping the fire". The task is to be by yourself during the Quest in order to get to know yourself. The supporters will "check" on you from time to time. The elements are the easy part. Being without TV, phones, and conversation will be the hard part. 

You also might want to read (or re-read) the next-to-the-last chapter of Bear Heart's book, The Wind Is My Mother, since it covers the Vision Quest. It also provides some assurances on the way he works to protect you while you are out on your Vision Quest. By fasting and going without water (and possibly without sleep if you so chose), you are stressing your body so that the normal mental responses are short-circuited and you are more open to a vision. In Bear Heart's tradition, you will be asked to go without food and water, unless you have special medical requirements, which should be discussed individually with Bear Heart before the Vision Quest. The Vision Quest is a VERY powerful experience and one that you will remember for a long time.

You may take a tarp to get under in case it rains and to use as a sun shade or you may want to put up a small backpacking tent. Some people might chose to go out with only a wool blanket, while others may choose to take more on the mountain.

You will also get instruction directly from Bear Heart immediately before going out.


SUPPORTING AT THE VISION QUEST

What does it mean to "Support" at the Vision Quest? Some  people attending the Vision Quest as Supporters have been Supporters in past Vision Quests, and some may have been past Questers on a Vision Quest, so they all have a pretty good idea of what it means to Support at a Vision Quest.  For those that have no direct experience attending a Vision Quest, this will introduce you to the responsibilities and benefits of being a Supporter at the Vision Quest.

Ideally there will be at least as many Supporters as Questers since each Quester can have a specific Supporter that places them on the Quester's spot on the mountain, prays for the Quester, and can check on the Quester (without disturbing the Quester) during the time that the Quester is out on the mountain. In addition, the Supporters will help support Bear Heart and all the other Supporters.

We are asking that Supporters arrive before the start of the Vision Quest and stay until after all Questers have returned and gone through the closing sweat lodge. We feel an important part of the Support process is creating a community focused on supporting the Questers and Bear Heart, the Sponsor. It is important to close the circle with all those that opened it. Others who would like to support the Vision Quest process may attend whatever time they can, but they will not be Supporters.

Supporting is a form of Quest in itself. Those that are Supporters will have a time for reflection and meditation like the Questers, but they will not necessarily be fasting like those that are the Questers. The Supporters can look for insights in the company of the other Supporters. In addition, you will have daily interaction with Bear Hear and will participate in a sweat lodge for the Supporters.

The Supporters also will participate in keeping the fire burning until all the Questors have returned. This is an excellent time to meet and get to know the other Supporters. Usually the all night vigil with the fire is shared among the supporters in shifts. The Supporters also will assist in the communal kitchen in preparing meals (including bringing food donations for some meals for the camp) and in cleanup/ doing dishes.

One significant benefit to being a Supporter is that you will have first-hand experience of a Vision Quest and it may help you eliminate some of the fears you  might have about the question "Can I do a Vision Quest?" Seeing the Questers coming back from the mountain with their visions and all the benefits of their visions might encourage you to "sit on the mountain" in the future.

As you can see, being a Supporter is NOT just going on a camping trip.


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Photos

All of us - Click to enlargeRobert "Piano Bob" Fenger - Click to enlargeCharlie Crane (Turkey Dance) - Click to enlarge

Mike Andrews & Linda Sobel - Click to enlargeRegina Waterspirit - Click to enlargeBear Heart Dancing - Click to enlargeShawna Mitchel in vision - Click to enlarge


     We wanted to thank all of you one more time for such an outstanding Vision Quest May 20-23, 2005. You were a great group that became a community before we left the mountain on Monday. Questing for a vision is a solitary activity by its very nature, but the Supporters, and the Questers that came in after one or two nights, worked so well together.

     All the experiences, observations, and visions from those days are now a part of you that you can draw upon whenever you think back to your time on the mountain and let you body and emotions go back to that sacred time. The Quester’s new names should be used in prayers and other sacred occasions as a reminder of who you are and the lessons you learned. You earned your power bundle through the Vision Quest and you should keep it with you at all time.  It can be recharged (two “plus signs” in the dirt) if it inadvertently gets washed with your clothes and it should be recharged in about a year on the night of the new moon. Contact Bear Heart or Mike if you lose your power bundle.

     It is such a pleasure to see people that had been strangers only a day or two before work so cooperatively together in the kitchen and around camp. Even though people were tired, egos and tempers were not in evidence. What lessons!

     It seemed that people learned from other activities in addition to the questing. Some learned lessons from the sense of community and the atmosphere that it was a safe place to be as we worked on practicing unconditional love. Others learned and benefited from the Give-Away, giving up attachments to things that they were ready to let go. We all learned and benefited from being with our Mother, Mother Nature. A friend says that we all get to a place in our spiritual path where our only remaining teacher is Nature, plus we had Bear Heart and Regina helping us.

     We also appreciate the generous donations (an amazing $670.00) we received and will use those to continue Bear Heart Vision Quests, support Bear Heart’s web-site, and obtain more tents, tables, and the other camping equipment that we share in camp. (Port-a-potties next time).

     We have scheduled another Bear Heart Vision Quest at the same spot for September 14-18, 2005 if anyone you talk with about your experiences expresses an interest in attending a future Vision Quest.

     As a token of our appreciation and gratitude for your attending the Vision Quest, we are providing a CD with 450 photos we were taking of you. Also, you will receive a list of all attendees with their respective addresses and e-mails.

 

Cliff (Winter Fox) and Mike (Eagle Eye)

 


 

 

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